Run Away

Things got complicated. I keep asking, what should I do? Just tell me, and I'll do it. But now, I think I know.

Despite the good changes that have happened in my life in the past year, none of it came easily, or without pain. Is this just another step towards something better? I can't keep going through this. If I have to keep killing myself in order to live better... eventually, I'm never going to wake up.

I'm so lost.

I don't need people to be telling me what they think is right or wrong for my life. I just need help. The words they throw at me are just breaking me apart. I need you to help me.

But, who could help me? There's no one.

In the next couple of weeks, I am getting on a train. I don't know where I'll be going, and I could care less. Nothing can be solved by staying here and fighting with myself. If I could only run away...