Why do I have to be the one that is alone now? Why can't I be given support when I'm feeling like crap? No. That just doesn't happen. Instead, everything turns around. I'm not allowed to be down because I'm Mommy and have to take care of everyone who is begging for attention. So, now I'm left here, away from everyone, not even sure who I would want to see in hopes of getting comfort.
I want to go back to bed.
It works again. Ever since I blew my hand off, my tear ducts remembered how to function. We've been practicing a bit lately.
I quit. How's that?
You can disregard this outburst in a few hours because I'm going to just have to get over it and move on to more important things than feeling sorry for myself.
-Lisa
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