And I prayed, "Lord, you have to kill me"

Mom directed me to this broadcast. If you're interested, maybe you'll learn a little bit more about me. If not me, you could learn something about someone else. I think it could help you understand.

"It was like any kind of stress you got around you responded to it ten-fold."

"At times it would crescendo. It would hit a definite panic attack which is even worse because you don't know what it is. And you're thinking, "Am I losing my mind?" That makes you more anxious then you're anxious about it making you anxious. And so, it's kind of an emotional perfect storm."

"It's the only time in my life that I've thought about dying. I asked 'God, You need to kill me'"

"It's like having dark glasses on and everything you see, your relationship with God, everything is emotionally gone. It's a frightening place to be."

"All of us have had times of discouragement and being down but you know the the difference when there is something physical inside of you that hits you. You know the difference."

http://www.oneplace.com/ministries/Focus_on_the_Family/archives.asp?bcd=8/18/2008

Not feeling so good today. Extra shaky and kind of blah.

-Lisa