These past two days have been quite refreshing, especially after having such terrible weeks before that. You see, even though I should be going out of my mind over finals, since I have World Civ and Japanese on Monday, somehow I've kept my wits about me. I wonder if something it wrong. Maybe I'm not thinking about it as much as I should. It's 12:20 Sunday morning, and yet, I still have so much to get done before monday. Hmm... Why aren't I going crazy? How is this ever going to get done?
Which is why I have to keep this post fairly short. I still have several pages of Japanese homework to complete, several vocab to study as well as figuring out some work structures, and two essays to write for World Civ.
Okay, here is the problem with instant messangers... Whenever you're trying to do something, someone comes on that just won't stop talking to you. Now I can't remember what I was doing. Was I making a point here?
That's it. Next time, I'm closing this application when I'm blogging.
Alright, what I want to do is make a list of things I need to talk about later (again). I'll have three days to just sit around this week, so I might be able to do something productive. Okay, here goes, before I forget again...
1.Elaborate on previous post (family issues, communication etc)
2.My take on college
3.New church and friends
4.Ari time
5.TKD Updates
6.Plans for next semester
7.Shojo Explosion updates (New member!)
8.Boys!?
9.Morning Musume personal updates
Whew, it might take a while to cover all of that. Although I really want to talk about it now, I really don't have time. I do have to say something though before I lose the feeling...
Tae Kwon Do has been.... hard. A lot of things have happened over the past couple of months, and although I know I just couldn't stop bragging about how great it was (and still is!) a lot of things have changed since then. I'll have to tell you more about that later, but for now, just realize that I haven't been to classes for a very long time.
TKD testing was today, and I really wanted to see some people again and show support for the members, so I went and took Ari with me. I'll go into the details of the test later, but for now we'll skip to the end. After the testing, we were going to explore the building a bit, so we just shot out of there pretty quick. But I couldn't leave without seeing the Master first.
I've said it before, and I can't say it enough. I love that man.
Well, I have to make this short, but before we left, the Master gave me a long hug, something I don't usually like to accept. It wasn't just "Oh, hi", it was "I've missed you". About two weeks ago I wrote him a letter (which I will elaborate on later) about why I haven't been going to classes. He said he got my letter (something I was very happy about. For one, I wasn't sure if he had received it or read it, and two, usually people don't directly acknowledge my letters, especially this kind) and also tried to reassure me that I was a good martial artist and that I should come in whenever I get the chance. I was a little surprised because most people would say, "Don't worry about it. You don't have to come" but he seemed like he really wanted me there. He was trying to convince me to come back.
Wow.
At the end of the conversation we were getting ready to head out again, and he gave me another hug. This time it was one of those half hugs to say something like, "We're friends".
I don't know what's going to happen now. But I just wanted to get those feelings down before they left.
Thanks, Master. You encourage me so much. :]
That's all for now. Once things start calming down, I'll start throwing down mountains of memories again. I have a couple in mind already!
-Lisa
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